I can’t remember…

I can’t remember a single time in my life where I was happy without any issue or problem or pain or sadness in my heart. 

I can’t remember a single time when someone I trusted happened to be trustworthy. 

People say think of a happy place when you’re sad. I can’t even think of a single place in the world that isnt tainted with some type of misfortune. 

Is this what life has to offer me?